...

[ He pitches back suddenly, lying flat on the mattress with legs hanging over the side, a quiet sigh punctuating the little deflation. ]

You feel responsible for Connor, right? Sometimes... it's not the same, but I have to look out for him. Now I can't help him because I'm part of the problem. So...

All I'm doing is spreading this shit around. Feels like I should be a little better than this by now.