[ It's so far from being good enough. It's so far. ] But every time I slip up-- I keep losing people. Can't blame anyone else anymore, and now he's going through this shit?
Doesn't even matter for that part if I intentionally hurt him or not: I'm the reason he was in a position for it to happen at all. It's on me. [ His head turns to the side with a click of his tongue, warm cheek against cool bedding, as he wills himself to calm back down. ]
... I don't know. I guess I'd try to change the future.
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[ It's so far from being good enough. It's so far. ] But every time I slip up-- I keep losing people. Can't blame anyone else anymore, and now he's going through this shit?
Doesn't even matter for that part if I intentionally hurt him or not: I'm the reason he was in a position for it to happen at all. It's on me. [ His head turns to the side with a click of his tongue, warm cheek against cool bedding, as he wills himself to calm back down. ]
... I don't know. I guess I'd try to change the future.